10.31.2008
Looks like i had the wrong idea of holidays.
There's like barely anytime to spend w the people i love besides Brendan.
& yes, i'm stressed up. I gave more than what i expected & it's so fustrating at times to not receive what i've given.
3 days to posting results.
5 days to Maldives! :D
12 days to SYF choice piece.
28 days to my 15th months.
Deadlines are coming real soon too. Now i know how it's like to be in a leader's shoes. But luckily, i have my LURVE to keep me happy. HAHAH soul food la. Oh! & sorry for not replying your tag's! At least i made someone feel better this month. (:
for a pessimist, im pretty optimistic
9:43 AM
10.24.2008
I'm so fucking paranoid & hot tempered & i need to kill myself.So i've been thinking alot lately, i can guess you can call me a bitch a times but not all the time. I'm a softie at heart, i give in easily & many poeple have used this weekness to take adavantage of me. I apologise right now to those who got angry w me or those who i've angered. I'm so confused i can hardly think. I'm just praying for the best. I want God, i want to feel his presence again.
-I spent my dad today w Brendan huns, Jeanette Ong, Ariel & Bianchine at Bainchine's condo. PP in the morning, slacked the whole day. Got my hair extensions. It's red & pretty! (: i want more! hohoho. Shall updtae when i'm in a better mood.
Katie, don't cry, I know
You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting, go
Of the nights we shared
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so
You're all I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay
So let's not pretend that you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, she'll say yes
for a pessimist, im pretty optimistic
7:03 PM
10.23.2008
Another school year has ended & oh boyyyy, it was really fast.
GOODBYE CLASS 2/2!
Results wasn't so bad, I improved! (: Was happy w my class & level position but i felt is wasn't good enough.
& I was very much crestfallen when I didn't get to do any O level subjects & like half the friggin class is either doing O level Math or Chinese. 3/4 OF THE CLASS TO BE EXACT. Sad Sad. but I have a veryyy cool buasary award! heeheeee.
I might be losing bestie soon ): She's off to see the Miss Martens w her dad to see if can get promoted to the Express stream this afternoon.
Please please stop asking what i'm going to take. I'm taking : Lit elective, Phy/Chem & Accounts. holidays are finally here. (:
Maldives in 13 days time! I'm soooo excited!
Mum just fowarded the seats number & all the infooo!
I'm going out later, most prolly going to do hair extensions w Bestie & Bainchine!
Update soon/later! BYEBYE.
for a pessimist, im pretty optimistic
3:22 PM
10.18.2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE BESTIE! <3
Luv Chu very muchhhh! (:
for a pessimist, im pretty optimistic
10:53 AM
10.14.2008
WHHOOOO! I LOVE YOU ARIEL QUEK MARIE LI JUN! <33go away you shitheads, she's mine too! (((:
Saw your quiz! HAHAHAHHA
for a pessimist, im pretty optimistic
10:05 PM
Helloooo.
Today's results sucked like fuck. Failed 3 ( math-as usual, chinese [48%] & geog [i didn't do 1 essay question, whadda you expect?] ) & i kinda expexted to fail 2 ONLY. Highest was Literature (A1) then History (A2). S Now i'm wondering how the fuck will i get into a good class & not be w ____.
I WANT ARIEL QUEK W ME TOOOO! D: my new maid's really annoying, i can't uderstand what she's saying half the time. Post Exams activities this time round's interesting. Be Yourself Day! Can't wait too! (:
Maldives trip next month from 5-11th Of Nov. Family, sun, sand & sea! :D Need to get away from the shit the world gives & soon, it'll be 2009 already. How fast can it get? I'm gonna 'break up' w Brendan cuz of his O's ): I'm gonna miss him soooooooooooo much! Pictures up soon.
Angel of mercy
How did you find me?
Where did you read my story?
Pulled from the papers
Desperate and hardened
seeking a moment every fix
All I wanted to say
All I wanted to do
Is fall apart now
All I wanted to feel
I wanted to love
Its all my fault now
A Tradegy I fear
Angel of mercy
How did you find me?
for a pessimist, im pretty optimistic
6:13 PM
10.12.2008
Buffet @ Holiday Inn w Family to celebrate nephew, Gideon's 1 month!
My camera kinda diedon me & i had to use my cousin's ones. Mum made me wore the same dress to Brendan's confirmation cuz she said i was always wasting money by not wearing clothes. I only put the some up here (: the rest are at
Val's blog.Had this hugeee fight w my mum ystd night. I swear I wanted her to burn in hell. So much so that i wanted to run away from home. But all's good now. Justina gave me a happy lollipop flower! YAYYYYYYYY. :D thanks jus! I can't wait for school to seriosuly end!
I STILL NEED DATES. & money. Today was the last cath class & i was pretty sad that Con 2E won't be seeing each other till next year. I guess next year's gonna be excitng since there's like confirmation & all. NAT! I WANT A CLASS BBQ PLEASEEE! I've chosen Kathleen as my confirmation name.
It is of Irish origin. Variant of Katherine (Greek) "pure". I'm not pure but i think it sounds good. (:
Results on Tues. Screwww it.
for a pessimist, im pretty optimistic
3:40 PM
10.10.2008
1. The person who tagged:
-SHELLY YOU SUCK.
2. Your relationship with him/her is:
-senior!
3. Your five impressions of him/her:
a. chillout
b. expressive
c. vulgar
d. mad
e. crazy (:
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
-BITCHING!
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
-got alot leh. HAHA
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
-EEYURR, don't even go there.
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
-nil.
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
-pull her hair! HAHAHA
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
-as if that will ever happen lah. heh.
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
-GIVE ME MONEY!
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?:
-huh?
13. The characteristic(s) that you love about yourself are:
-Thick skinned, cool, awesome, interesting, lovable. (:
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:
-i jump to colclusions very easily & i'm super agaitated.
15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
-Myself.
16. For people who cares about and likes you, say something to them:
-I LOVE x1000000000000 YOU !
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you:
#1: Ariel Marie Quek Li Jun.
#2: Brendan Goh Hao Xun.
#3: Sherry Leann Chia.
#4: Garett.
#5: Dicknese.
#6: Bianchine Castro.
#7: Justina Lim.
#8: Beryl Tay.
#9: Vanessa Phua.
#10: Abigail Yeo. HA.
18. Who is no.6 having relationship with? [Bianchine]
-Ahem! *winks winks*
19. Is no.9 a male or female? [Vanessa Phua]
-girl/woman/female
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? [Me & Justina]
-idk?!
22. What is no.2 studying about? [Brendan Goh]
-You mean, studying for his o's?
23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? [Sherry]
- thru sms yesterday.
24. What kind of music band does no.8 like? [Beryl Tay]
-Chinese songs?
25. Does no.1 have any siblings? [Ariel Quek]
-Yes. Marcus, Dawn & Claire.
26. Will you woo no.3? [Sherry]
-HAHAHAHAH maybe! (:
27. How about no.7?[Justina Lim]
-She my childhood friend lah. Please, we've like been together for like FOREVER. HAHAH
28. Is no.4 single? [Garett]
-(:
29. What is the surname of no.5? [Dicknese]
-Chen!
30. What's the hobby of no.4? [Garett]
-watching gossip girl & playing her psp?
31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well? [dicknese & vanessa]
-i guess?
32. Where is no.2 studying at? [Brendan Goh]
-St pats yaw.
33. Share something casual about no.1: [Ariel Quek]
-Math damn pro k!
34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? [Beryl Tay]
-EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
35. Where does no.9 live at? [Vanessa]
-Bedok, opp. our school
36. What colour does no.3 like? [Sherry]
-black?
37. Are no.5 and no.1 best friends? [Ariel & Dicknese]
-nope
38. Does no.1 have any pets? [Ariel Quek]
-er, not that i know of. HAHA
39. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? [Justina Lim]
-no, brendan is! HAHAHAHAHHA (sorry jus, didn't mean to hurt you)
40. What is no. 10 doing now? [Abigail Yeo]
-this quiz
for a pessimist, im pretty optimistic
3:30 PM
10.08.2008
HEEHEEHOHOHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH!One.Paper. Left. HOOPLAHHHHHH! :DDD Anyhoo, this EOY is the WORST EOY i've ever had. Screw chinese, math & esp. geogggg. I should be able to pass chinese. I've little hope for math & i've no comments for geog. Curse my bloody eyes for being so blind. I brillantly did 1 essay question instead of 2 which means i'll loose 15 marks for the paper already. BUT! Passing mark is 25 & the paper's out of 50 which means, i still have hope too! Math Paper 2 was just shitzxzx i tell you. Caught for communicating in class when i just only asked Michelle for the date. Hadta write a report. Luckily, they didn't give me a damn zero.
I need dates! (: anyoneeee? I needa swim & tan so sooo badly.
PP after exams nowadays w Ariel, Bianchine, Insyirah, Sarah & Boyfriend♥ .
So mnay things happened this month. Can barely rmb much. Upcoming maldives trip next month! I really really can't wait! Pictures up soon. [:
http://prettygeeks.livejournal.com/27476.html?#cutid1Bian's livjournal has zee foto's!
for a pessimist, im pretty optimistic
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